| I CELEBRATE myself, |
| And what I assume you shall assume, |
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For every atom belonging to me, as good belongs
to you. |
| I loafe and invite my soul, |
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I lean and loafe at my ease, observing a spear of
summer grass. |
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Houses and rooms are full of perfumes—the
shelves are crowded with perfumes, |
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I breathe the fragrance myself, and know it and
like it, |
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The distillation would intoxicate me also, but I
shall not let it. |
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The atmosphere is not a perfume, it has no taste
of the distillation, it is odorless, |
| It is for my mouth forever, I am in love with it, |
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I will go to the bank by the wood, and become
undisguised and naked, |
| I am mad for it to be in contact with me. |
| The smoke of my own breath, |
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Echoes, ripples, buzzed whispers, love-root, silk-
thread, crotch, vine, |
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My respiration and inspiration, the beating of my
heart, the passing of blood and air through my lungs, |
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The sniff of green leaves and dry leaves, and of
the shore and dark-colored sea-rocks, and of hay in the barn, |
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The sound of the belched words of my voice,
words loosed to the eddies of the wind, |
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A few light kisses, a few embraces, a reaching
around of arms, |
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The play of shine and shade on the trees as the
supple boughs wag, |
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The delight alone, or in the rush of the streets, or
along the fields and hill-sides, |
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The feeling of health, the full-noon trill, the song
of me rising from bed and meeting the sun. |
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Have you reckoned a thousand acres much?
have you reckoned the earth much? |
| Have you practiced so long to learn to read? |
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Have you felt so proud to get at the meaning of
poems? |
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Stop this day and night with me, and you shall
possess the origin of all poems, |
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You shall possess the good of the earth and sun —
there are millions of suns left, |
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You shall no longer take things at second or third
hand, nor look through the eyes of the dead, nor feed on the spectres in books, |
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You shall not look through my eyes either, nor
take things from me, |
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You shall listen to all sides, and filter them from
yourself. |
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I have heard what the talkers were talking, the
talk of the beginning and the end, |
| But I do not talk of the beginning or the end. |
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There was never any more inception than there is
now, |
| Nor any more youth or age than there is now, |
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And will never be any more perfection than there
is now, |
| Nor any more heaven or hell than there is now. |
| Urge, and urge, and urge, |
| Always the procreant urge of the world. |
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Out of the dimness opposite equals advance —
always substance and increase, always sex, |
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Always a knit of identity, always distinction,
always a breed of life. |
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To elaborate is no avail—learned and unlearned
feel that it is so. |
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Sure as the most certain sure, plumb in the
uprights, well entretied, braced in the beams, |
| Stout as a horse, affectionate, haughty, electrical, |
| I and this mystery here we stand. |
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Clear and sweet is my soul, and clear and sweet
is all that is not my soul. |
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Lack one lacks both, and the unseen is proved
by the seen, |
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Till that becomes unseen, and receives proof in its
turn. |
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Showing the best and dividing it from the worst,
age vexes age, |
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Knowing the perfect fitness and equanimity of
things, while they discuss I am silent, and go bathe and admire myself. |
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Welcome is every organ and attribute of me, and
of any man hearty and clean, |
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Not an inch nor a particle of an inch is vile, and
none shall be less familiar than the rest. |
| I am satisfied—I see, dance, laugh, sing; |
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As the hugging and loving Bed-fellow sleeps at
my side through the night, and withdraws at the peep of the day, |
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And leaves for me baskets covered with white
towels, swelling the house with their plenty, |
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Shall I postpone my acceptation and realization,
and scream at my eyes, |
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That they turn from gazing after and down the
road, |
| And forthwith cipher and show me to a cent, |
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Exactly the contents of one, and exactly the con-
tents of two, and which is ahead? |
| Trippers and askers surround me, |
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People I meet—the effect upon me of my early
life, of the ward and city I live in, of the nation, |
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The latest news, discoveries, inventions, societies,
authors old and new, |
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My dinner, dress, associates, looks, work, compli-
ments, dues, |
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The real or fancied indifference of some man or
woman I love, |
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The sickness of one of my folks, or of myself, or
ill-doing, or loss or lack of money, or depress- ions or exaltations, |
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They come to me days and nights and go from
me again, |
| But they are not the Me myself. |
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Apart from the pulling and hauling stands what I
am, |
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Stands amused, complacent, compassionating, idle,
unitary, |
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Looks down, is erect, bends an arm on an
impalpable certain rest, |
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Looks with its side-curved head, curious what will
come next, |
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Both in and out of the game, and watching and
wondering at it. |
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Backward I see in my own days where I sweated
through fog with linguists and contenders, |
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I have no mockings or arguments—I witness and
wait. |
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I believe in you, my soul—the other I am must
not abase itself to you, |
| And you must not be abased to the other. |
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Loafe with me on the grass, loose the stop from
your throat, |
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Not words, not music or rhyme I want—not cus-
tom or lecture, not even the best, |
| Only the lull I like, the hum of your valved voice. |
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I mind how we lay in June, such a transparent
summer morning, |
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You settled your head athwart my hips, and gently
turned over upon me, |
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And parted the shirt from my bosom-bone, and
plunged your tongue to my bare-stript heart, |
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And reached till you felt my beard, and reached
till you held my feet. |
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Swiftly arose and spread around me the peace
and joy and knowledge that pass all the art and argument of the earth, |
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And I know that the hand of God is the promise
of my own, |
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And I know that the spirit of God is the brother
of my own, |
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And that all the men ever born are also my bro-
thers, and the women my sisters and lovers, |
| And that a kelson of the creation is love, |
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And limitless are leaves, stiff or drooping in the
fields, |
| And brown ants in the little wells beneath them, |
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And mossy scabs of the worm-fence, heaped stones,
elder, mullen, pokeweed. |
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A child said, What is the grass? fetching it to me
with full hands; |
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How could I answer the child? I do not know
what it is any more than he. |
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I guess it must be the flag of my disposition, out
of hopeful green stuff woven. |
| Or I guess it is the handkerchief of the Lord, |
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A scented gift and remembrancer, designedly
dropped, |
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Bearing the owner's name someway in the corners,
that we may see and remark, and say Whose? |
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Or I guess the grass is itself a child, the produced
babe of the vegetation. |
| Or I guess it is a uniform hieroglyphic, |
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And it means, Sprouting alike in broad zones and
narrow zones, |
| Growing among black folks as among white, |
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Kanuck, Tuckahoe, Congressman, Cuff, I give
them the same, I receive them the same. |
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And now it seems to me the beautiful uncut hair
of graves. |
| Tenderly will I use you, curling grass, |
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It may be you transpire from the breasts of young
men, |
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It may be if I had known them I would have loved
them, |
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It may be you are from old people, and from
women, and from offspring taken soon out of their mothers' laps, |
| And here you are the mothers' laps. |
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This grass is very dark to be from the white heads
of old mothers, |
| Darker than the colorless beards of old men, |
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Dark to come from under the faint red roofs of
mouths. |
| O I perceive after all so many uttering tongues! |
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And I perceive they do not come from the roofs
of mouths for nothing. |
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I wish I could translate the hints about the dead
young men and women, |
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And the hints about old men and mothers, and the
offspring taken soon out of their laps. |
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What do you think has become of the young and
old men? |
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And what do you think has become of the women
and children? |
| They are alive and well somewhere, |
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The smallest sprout shows there is really no
death, |
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And if ever there was, it led forward life, and does
not wait at the end to arrest it, |
| And ceased the moment life appeared. |
| All goes onward and outward—nothing collapses, |
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And to die is different from what any one sup-
posed, and luckier. |
| Has any one supposed it lucky to be born? |
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I hasten to inform him or her, it is just as lucky to
die, and I know it. |
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I pass death with the dying, and birth with the
new-washed babe, and am not contained be- tween my hat and boots, |
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And peruse manifold objects, no two alike, and
every one good, |
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The earth good, and the stars good, and their ad-
juncts all good. |
| I am not an earth nor an adjunct of an earth, |
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I am the mate and companion of people, all just
as immortal and fathomless as myself; |
| They do not know how immortal, but I know. |
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Every kind for itself and its own—for me mine,
male and female, |
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For me those that have been boys and that love
women, |
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For me the man that is proud, and feels how it
stings to be slighted, |
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For me the sweetheart and the old maid—for me
mothers and the mothers of mothers, |
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For me lips that have smiled, eyes that have shed
tears, |
| For me children and the begetters of children. |
| Who need be afraid of the merge? |
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Undrape! you are not guilty to me, nor stale, nor
discarded, |
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I see through the broadcloth and gingham, whether
or no, |
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And am around, tenacious, acquisitive, tireless,
and can never be shaken away. |
| The little one sleeps in its cradle, |
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I lift the gauze and look a long time, and silently
brush away flies with my hand. |
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The youngster and the red-faced girl turn aside
up the bushy hill, |
| I peeringly view them from the top. |
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The suicide sprawls on the bloody floor of the
bedroom, |
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It is so—I witnessed the corpse—there the
pistol had fallen. |
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The blab of the pave, the tires of carts, sluff of
boot-soles, talk of the promenaders, |
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The heavy omnibus, the driver with his interrogat-
ing thumb, the clank of the shod horses on the granite floor, |
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The snow-sleighs, the clinking, shouted jokes,
pelts of snow-balls, |
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The hurrahs for popular favorites, the fury of
roused mobs, |
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The flap of the curtained litter, the sick man in-
side, borne to the hospital, |
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The meeting of enemies, the sudden oath, the
blows and fall, |
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The excited crowd, the policeman with his star,
quickly working his passage to the centre of the crowd, |
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The impassive stones that receive and return so
many echoes, |
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The souls moving along—are they invisible,
while the least of the stones is visible? |
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What groans of over-fed or half-starved who fall
sun-struck, or in fits, |
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What exclamations of women taken suddenly, who
hurry home and give birth to babes, |
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What living and buried speech is always vibrating
here, what howls restrained by decorum, |
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Arrests of criminals, slights, adulterous offers
made, acceptances, rejections with convex lips, |
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I mind them or the resonance of them—I come
and I depart. |
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The big doors of the country-barn stand open and
ready, |
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The dried grass of the harvest-time loads the
slow-drawn wagon, |
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The clear light plays on the brown gray and green
intertinged, |
| The armfuls are packed to the sagging mow; |
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I am there, I help, I came stretched atop of the
load, |
| I felt its soft jolts, one leg reclined on the other; |
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I jump from the cross-beams and seize the clover
and timothy, |
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And roll head over heels, and tangle my hair full
of wisps. |
| Alone, far in the wilds and mountains, I hunt, |
| Wandering, amazed at my own lightness and glee, |
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In the late afternoon choosing a safe spot to pass
the night, |
| Kindling a fire and broiling the fresh-killed game, |
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Soundly falling asleep on the gathered leaves, my
dog and gun by my side. |
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The Yankee clipper is under her three sky-sails,
she cuts the sparkle and scud, |
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My eyes settle the land—I bend at her prow or
shout joyously from the deck. |
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The boatmen and clam-diggers arose early and
stopped for me, |
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I tucked my trowser-ends in my boots and went
and had a good time, |
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You should have been with us that day round the
chowder-kettle. |
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I
saw the marriage of the trapper in the open air
in the far-west—the bride was a red girl, |
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Her father and his friends sat near, cross-legged
and dumbly smoking—they had moccasins to their feet and large thick blankets hanging from their shoulders, |
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On a bank lounged the trapper, he was dressed
mostly in skins, his luxuriant beard and curls protected his neck, |
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One hand rested on his rifle, the other hand held
firmly the wrist of the red girl, |
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She had long eyelashes, her head was bare, her
coarse straight locks descended upon her voluptuous limbs and reached to her feet. |
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The runaway slave came to my house and
stopped outside, |
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I heard his motions crackling the twigs of the
wood-pile, |
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Through the swung half-door of the kitchen I saw
him limpsy and weak, |
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And went where he sat on a log, and led him in
and assured him, |
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And brought water and filled a tub for his sweated
body and bruised feet, |
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And gave him a room that entered from my own,
and gave him some coarse clean clothes, |
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And remember perfectly well his revolving eyes
and his awkwardness, |
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And remember putting plasters on the galls of his
neck and ankles; |
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He staid with me a week before he was recuper-
ated and passed north, |
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I had him sit next me at table—my fire-lock
leaned in the corner. |
| Twenty-eight young men bathe by the shore, |
| Twenty-eight young men, and all so friendly, |
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Twenty-eight years of womanly life, and all so
lonesome. |
| She owns the fine house by the rise of the bank, |
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She hides, handsome and richly drest, aft the
blinds of the window. |
| Which of the young men does she like the best? |
| Ah, the homeliest of them is beautiful to her. |
| Where are you off to, lady? for I see you, |
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You splash in the water there, yet stay stock
still in your room. |
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Dancing and laughing along the beach came the
twenty-ninth bather, |
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The rest did not see her, but she saw them and
loved them. |
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The beards of the young men glistened with wet,
it ran from their long hair, |
| Little streams passed all over their bodies. |
| An unseen hand also passed over their bodies, |
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It descended tremblingly from their temples and
ribs. |
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The young men float on their backs, their white
bellies bulge to the sun, they do not ask who seizes fast to them, |
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They do not know who puffs and declines with
pendant and bending arch, |
| They do not think whom they souse with spray. |
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The butcher-boy puts off his killing-clothes, or
sharpens his knife at the stall in the mar- ket, |
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I loiter, enjoying his repartee and his shuffle and
break-down. |
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Blacksmiths with grimed and hairy chests environ
the anvil, |
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Each has his main-sledge—they are all out —
there is a great heat in the fire. |
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From the cinder-strewed threshold I follow their
movements, |
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The lithe sheer of their waists plays even with
their massive arms, |
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Overhand the hammers roll, overhand so slow,
overhand so sure, |
| They do not hasten, each man hits in his place. |
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The negro holds firmly the reins of his four
horses, the block swags underneath on its tied-over chain, |
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The negro that drives the huge dray of the stone-
yard, steady and tall he stands poised on one leg on the string-piece, |
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His blue shirt exposes his ample neck and breast,
and loosens over his hip-band, |
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His glance is calm and commanding, he tosses the
slouch of his hat away from his forehead, |
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The sun falls on his crispy hair and moustache,
falls on the black of his polish'd and perfect limbs. |
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I behold the picturesque giant and love him, and
I do not stop there, |
| I go with the team also. |
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In me the caresser of life wherever moving, back-
ward as well as forward slueing, |
| To niches aside and junior bending. |
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Oxen that rattle the yoke or halt in the shade!
what is that you express in your eyes? |
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It seems to me more than all the print I have read
in my life. |
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My tread scares the wood-drake and wood-duck,
on my distant and day-long ramble, |
| They rise together, they slowly circle around; |
| I believe in those winged purposes, |
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And acknowledge, red, yellow, white, playing
within me, |
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And consider green and violet, and the tufted
crown, intentional, |
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And do not call the tortoise unworthy because
she is not something else, |
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And the mocking-bird in the swamp never studied
the gamut, yet trills pretty well to me, |
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And the look of the bay mare shames silliness out
of me. |
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The wild gander leads his flock through the cool
night, |
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Ya-honk! he says, and sounds it down to me like
an invitation; |
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The pert may suppose it meaningless, but I listen
close, |
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I find its purpose and place up there toward the
November sky. |
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The sharp-hoofed moose of the north, the cat on
the house-sill, the chickadee, the prairie-dog, |
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The litter of the grunting sow as they tug at her
teats, |
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The brood of the turkey-hen, and she with her
half-spread wings, |
| I see in them and myself the same old law. |
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The press of my foot to the earth springs a hun-
dred affections, |
| They scorn the best I can do to relate them. |
| I am enamoured of growing outdoors, |
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Of men that live among cattle, or taste of the
ocean or woods, |
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Of the builders and steerers of ships, of the wield-
ers of axes and mauls, of the drivers of horses, |
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I can eat and sleep with them week in and week
out. |
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What is commonest, cheapest, nearest, easiest, is
Me, |
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Me going in for my chances, spending for vast
returns, |
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Adorning myself to bestow myself on the first that
will take me, |
| Not asking the sky to come down to my good-will, |
| Scattering it freely forever. |
| The pure contralto sings in the organ-loft, |
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The carpenter dresses his plank, the tongue of
his foreplane whistles its wild ascending lisp, |
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The married and unmarried children ride home to
their thanksgiving dinner, |
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The pilot seizes the king-pin, he heaves down
with a strong arm, |
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The mate stands braced in the whale-boat, lance
and harpoon are ready, |
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The duck-shooter walks by silent and cautious
stretches, |
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The deacons are ordained with crossed hands at
the altar, |
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The spinning-girl retreats and advances to the
hum of the big wheel, |
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The farmer stops by the bars of a Sunday and
looks at the oats and rye, |
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The lunatic is carried at last to the asylum, a con-
firmed case, |
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He will never sleep any more as he did in the cot
in his mother's bedroom; |
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The jour printer with gray head and gaunt jaws
works at his case, |
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He turns his quid of tobacco, his eyes get blurred
with the manuscript; |
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The malformed limbs are tied to the anatomist's
table, |
| What is removed drops horribly in a pail; |