Leaves of Grass (1860)

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WALT WHITMAN.


1   I CELEBRATE myself,
And what I assume you shall assume,
For every atom belonging to me, as good belongs
         to you.

2   I loafe and invite my Soul,
I lean and loafe at my ease, observing a spear of
         summer grass.

3   Houses and rooms are full of perfumes—the shelves
         are crowded with perfumes,
I breathe the fragrance myself, and know it and
         like it,
The distillation would intoxicate me also, but I shall
         not let it.

4   The atmosphere is not a perfume—it has no taste of
         the distillation, it is odorless,
It is for my mouth forever—I am in love with it,
I will go to the bank by the wood, and become
         undisguised and naked,
I am mad for it to be in contact with me.

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5   The smoke of my own breath,
Echoes, ripples, buzzed whispers, love-root, silk-
         thread, crotch and vine,
My respiration and inspiration, the beating of my
         heart, the passing of blood and air through my
         lungs,
The sniff of green leaves and dry leaves, and of the
         shore, and dark-colored sea-rocks, and of hay in
         the barn,
The sound of the belched words of my voice, words
         loosed to the eddies of the wind,
A few light kisses, a few embraces, a reaching around
         of arms,
The play of shine and shade on the trees as the supple
         boughs wag,
The delight alone, or in the rush of the streets, or
         along the fields and hill-sides,
The feeling of health, the full-noon trill, the song of
         me rising from bed and meeting the sun.

6   Have you reckoned a thousand acres much? Have
         you reckoned the earth much?
Have you practised so long to learn to read?
Have you felt so proud to get at the meaning of
         poems?

7   Stop this day and night with me, and you shall pos-
         sess the origin of all poems,
You shall possess the good of the earth and sun—
         there are millions of suns left,
You shall no longer take things at second or third
         hand, nor look through the eyes of the dead,
         nor feed on the spectres in books.

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You shall not look through my eyes either, nor take
         things from me,
You shall listen to all sides, and filter them from
         yourself.

8   I have heard what the talkers were talking, the talk
         of the beginning and the end,
But I do not talk of the beginning or the end.

9   There was never any more inception than there is
         now,
Nor any more youth or age than there is now,
And will never be any more perfection than there is
         now,
Nor any more heaven or hell than there is now.

10   Urge, and urge, and urge,
Always the procreant urge of the world.

11   Out of the dimness opposite equals advance—always
         substance and increase, always sex,
Always a knit of identity—always distinction—
         always a breed of life.

12   To elaborate is no avail—learned and unlearned
         feel that it is so.

13   Sure as the most certain sure, plumb in the uprights,
         well entretied, braced in the beams,
Stout as a horse, affectionate, haughty, electrical,
I and this mystery here we stand.

14   Clear and sweet is my Soul, and clear and sweet is
         all that is not my Soul.

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15   Lack one lacks both, and the unseen is proved by the
         seen,
Till that becomes unseen, and receives proof in its
         turn.

16   Showing the best, and dividing it from the worst, age
         vexes age,
Knowing the perfect fitness and equanimity of things,
         while they discuss I am silent, and go bathe
         and admire myself.

17   Welcome is every organ and attribute of me, and of
         any man hearty and clean,
Not an inch, nor a particle of an inch, is vile, and
         none shall be less familiar than the rest.

18   I am satisfied—I see, dance, laugh, sing;
As the hugging and loving Bed-fellow sleeps at my
         side through the night, and withdraws at the
         peep of the day,
And leaves for me baskets covered with white towels,
         swelling the house with their plenty,
Shall I postpone my acceptation and realization, and
         scream at my eyes,
That they turn from gazing after and down the road,
And forthwith cipher and show me to a cent,
Exactly the contents of one, and exactly the contents
         of two, and which is ahead?

19   Trippers and askers surround me,
People I meet—the effect upon me of my early life,
         or the ward and city I live in, or the nation,

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The latest news, discoveries, inventions, societies,
         authors old and new,
My dinner, dress, associates, looks, work, compliments,
         dues,
The real or fancied indifference of some man or
         woman I love,
The sickness of one of my folks, or of myself, or
         ill-doing, or loss or lack of money, or depressions
         or exaltations,
These come to me days and nights, and go from me
         again,
But they are not the Me myself.

20   Apart from the pulling and hauling stands what I am,
Stands amused, complacent, compassionating, idle,
         unitary,
Looks down, is erect, or bends an arm on an
         impalpable certain rest,
Looking with side-curved head, curious what will
         come next,
Both in and out of the game, and watching and
         wondering at it.

21   Backward I see in my own days where I sweated
         through fog with linguists and contenders,
I have no mockings or arguments—I witness and
         wait.

22   I believe in you, my Soul—the other I am must
         not abase itself to you,
And you must not be abased to the other.

23   Loafe with me on the grass—loose the stop from
         your throat,

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Not words, not music or rhyme I want—not custom
         or lecture, not even the best,
Only the lull I like, the hum of your valved voice.

24   I mind how once we lay, such a transparent summer
         morning,
How you settled your head athwart my hips, and
         gently turned over upon me,
And parted the shirt from my bosom-bone, and
         plunged your tongue to my bare-stript heart,
And reached till you felt my beard, and reached till
         you held my feet.

25   Swiftly arose and spread around me the peace and
         joy and knowledge that pass all the art and
         argument of the earth,
And I know that the hand of God is the promise of
         my own,
And I know that the spirit of God is the brother of
         my own,
And that all the men ever born are also my brothers,
         and the women my sisters and lovers,
And that a kelson of the creation is love,
And limitless are leaves, stiff or drooping in the
         fields,
And brown ants in the little wells beneath them,
And mossy scabs of the worm-fence, and heaped
         stones, elder, mullen, and pokeweed.

26   A child said, What is the grass? fetching it to me
         with full hands;
How could I answer the child? I do not know what
         it is, any more than he.

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27   I guess it must be the flag of my disposition, out of
         hopeful green stuff woven.

28   Or I guess it is the handkerchief of the Lord,
A scented gift and remembrancer, designedly dropped,
Bearing the owner's name someway in the corners,
         that we may see and remark, and say Whose?

29   Or I guess the grass is itself a child, the produced
         babe of the vegetation.

30   Or I guess it is a uniform hieroglyphic,
And it means, Sprouting alike in broad zones and
         narrow zones,
Growing among black folks as among white,
Kanuck, Tuckahoe, Congressman, Cuff, I give them
         the same, I receive them the same.

31   And now it seems to me the beautiful uncut hair of
         graves.

32   Tenderly will I use you, curling grass,
It may be you transpire from the breasts of young
         men,
It may be if I had known them I would have loved
         them,
It may be you are from old people, and from women,
         and from offspring taken soon out of their
         mothers' laps,
And here you are the mothers' laps.

33   This grass is very dark to be from the white heads of
         old mothers,
Darker than the colorless beards of old men,

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Dark to come from under the faint red roofs of
         mouths.

34   O I perceive after all so many uttering tongues!
And I perceive they do not come from the roofs of
         mouths for nothing.

35   I wish I could translate the hints about the dead
         young men and women,
And the hints about old men and mothers, and the
         offspring taken soon out of their laps.

36   What do you think has become of the young and
         old men?
And what do you think has become of the women
         and children?

37   They are alive and well somewhere,
The smallest sprout shows there is really no death,
And if ever there was, it led forward life, and does
         not wait at the end to arrest it,
And ceased the moment life appeared.

38   All goes onward and outward—nothing collapses,
And to die is different from what any one supposed,
         and luckier.

39   Has any one supposed it lucky to be born?
I hasten to inform him or her, it is just as lucky to
         die, and I know it.

40   I pass death with the dying, and birth with the new-
         washed babe, and am not contained between my
         hat and boots,

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And peruse manifold objects, no two alike, and every
         one good,
The earth good, and the stars good, and their
         adjuncts all good.

41   I am not an earth, nor an adjunct of an earth,
I am the mate and companion of people, all just as
         immortal and fathomless as myself;
They do not know how immortal, but I know.

42   Every kind for itself and its own—for me mine, male
         and female,
For me those that have been boys, and that love
         women,
For me the man that is proud, and feels how it stings
         to be slighted,
For me the sweetheart and the old maid—for me
         mothers, and the mothers of mothers,
For me lips that have smiled, eyes that have shed
         tears,
For me children, and the begetters of children.

43   Who need be afraid of the merge?
Undrape! you are not guilty to me, nor stale, nor
         discarded,
I see through the broadcloth and gingham, whether
         or no,
And am around, tenacious, acquisitive, tireless, and
         can never be shaken away.

44   The little one sleeps in its cradle,
I lift the gauze and look a long time, and silently
         brush away flies with my hand.

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45   The youngster and the red-faced girl turn aside up
         the bushy hill,
I peeringly view them from the top.

46   The suicide sprawls on the bloody floor of the
         bedroom;
It is so—I witnessed the corpse—there the pistol
         had fallen.

47   The blab of the pave, the tires of carts, sluff of boot-
         soles, talk of the promenaders,
The heavy omnibus, the driver with his interrogating
         thumb, the clank of the shod horses on the
         granite floor,
The snow-sleighs, the clinking, shouted jokes, pelts of
         snow-balls,
The hurrahs for popular favorites, the fury of roused
         mobs,
The flap of the curtained litter, a sick man inside,
         borne to the hospital,
The meeting of enemies, the sudden oath, the blows
         and fall,
The excited crowd, the policeman with his star,
         quickly working his passage to the centre of
         the crowd,
The impassive stones that receive and return so many
         echoes,
The Souls moving along—(are they invisible, while
         the least of the stones is visible?)
What groans of over-fed or half-starved who fall sun-
         struck, or in fits,
What exclamations of women taken suddenly, who
         hurry home and give birth to babes,

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What living and buried speech is always vibrating
         here—what howls restrained by decorum,
Arrests of criminals, slights, adulterous offers made,
         acceptances, rejections with convex lips,
I mind them or the show or resonance of them—I
         come and I depart.

48   The big doors of the country-barn stand open and
         ready,
The dried grass of the harvest-time loads the slow-
         drawn wagon,
The clear light plays on the brown gray and green
         intertinged,
The armfuls are packed to the sagging mow.

49   I am there—I help—I came stretched atop of the
         load,
I felt its soft jolts—one leg reclined on the other;
I jump from the cross-beams and seize the clover and
         timothy,
And roll head over heels, and tangle my hair full of
         wisps.

50   Alone, far in the wilds and mountains, I hunt,
Wandering, amazed at my own lightness and glee,
In the late afternoon choosing a safe spot to pass the
         night,
Kindling a fire and broiling the fresh-killed game,
Soundly falling asleep on the gathered leaves, with
         my dog and gun by my side.

51   The Yankee clipper is under her three sky-sails—
         she cuts the sparkle and scud,

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My eyes settle the land—I bend at her prow, or shout
         joyously from the deck.

52   The boatmen and clam-diggers arose early and
         stopped for me,
I tucked my trowser-ends in my boots, and went and
         had a good time;
You should have been with us that day round the
         chowder-kettle.

53   I saw the marriage of the trapper in the open air in
         the far-west—the bride was a red girl,
Her father and his friends sat near, cross-legged and
         dumbly smoking—they had moccasons to their
         feet, and large thick blankets hanging from their
         shoulders;
On a bank lounged the trapper—he was dressed
         mostly in skins—his luxuriant beard and curls
         protected his neck,
One hand rested on his rifle—the other hand held
         firmly the wrist of the red girl,
She had long eyelashes—her head was bare—her
         coarse straight locks descended upon her volup-
         tuous limbs and reached to her feet.

54   The runaway slave came to my house and stopped
         outside,
I heard his motions crackling the twigs of the wood-
         pile,
Through the swung half-door of the kitchen I saw
         him limpsy and weak,
And went where he sat on a log, and led him in and
         assured him,

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And brought water, and filled a tub for his sweated
         body and bruised feet,
And gave him a room that entered from my own, and
         gave him some coarse clean clothes,
And remember perfectly well his revolving eyes and
         his awkwardness,
And remember putting plasters on the galls of his
         neck and ankles;
He staid with me a week before he was recuperated
         and passed north,
I had him sit next me at table—my fire-lock leaned
         in the corner.

55   Twenty-eight young men bathe by the shore,
Twenty-eight young men, and all so friendly;
Twenty-eight years of womanly life, and all so
         lonesome.

56   She owns the fine house by the rise of the bank,
She hides, handsome and richly drest, aft the blinds
         of the window.

57   Which of the young men does she like the best?
Ah, the homeliest of them is beautiful to her.

58   Where are you off to, lady? for I see you,
You splash in the water there, yet stay stock still in
         your room.

59   Dancing and laughing along the beach came the
         twenty-ninth bather,
The rest did not see her, but she saw them and loved
         them.

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60   The beards of the young men glistened with wet, it
         ran from their long hair,
Little streams passed all over their bodies.

61   An unseen hand also passed over their bodies,
It descended tremblingly from their temples and
         ribs.

62   The young men float on their backs—their white
         bellies bulge to the sun—they do not ask who
         seizes fast to them,
They do not know who puffs and declines with
         pendant and bending arch,
They do not think whom they souse with spray.

63   The butcher-boy puts off his killing-clothes, or sharp-
         ens his knife at the stall in the market,
I loiter, enjoying his repartee and his shuffle and
         break-down.

64   Blacksmiths with grimed and hairy chests environ the
         anvil,
Each has his main-sledge—they are all out—there
         is a great heat in the fire.

65   From the cinder-strewed threshold I follow their
         movements,
The lithe sheer of their waists plays even with their
         massive arms,
Overhand the hammers roll—overhand so slow—
         overhand so sure,
They do not hasten—each man hits in his place.

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66   The negro holds firmly the reins of his four horses
         —the blocks swags underneath on its tied-over
         chain,
The negro that drives the huge dray of the stone-yard
         —steady and tall he stands, poised on one leg on
         the string-piece,
His blue shirt exposes his ample neck and breast, and
         loosens over his hip-band,
His glance is calm and commanding—he tosses the
         slouch of his hat away from his forehead,
The sun falls on his crispy hair and moustache—
         falls on the black of his polished and perfect
         limbs.

67   I behold the picturesque giant and love him—and
         I do not stop there,
I go with the team also.

68   In me the caresser of life wherever moving—back-
         ward as well as forward slueing,
To niches aside and junior bending.

69   Oxen that rattle the yoke or halt in the shade! what
         is that you express in your eyes?
It seems to me more than all the print I have read in
         my life.

70   My tread scares the wood-drake and wood-duck, on
         my distant and day-long ramble,
They rise together—they slowly circle around.

71   I believe in those winged purposes,
And acknowledge red, yellow, white, playing within
         me,

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And consider green and violet, and the tufted crown,
         intentional,
And do not call the tortoise unworthy because she is
         not something else,
And the mocking-bird in the swamp never studied the
         gamut, yet trills pretty well to me,
And the look of the bay mare shames silliness out
         of me.

72   The wild gander leads his flock through the cool
         night,
Ya-honk! he says, and sounds it down to me like an
         invitation;
The pert may suppose it meaningless, but I listen
         close,
I find its purpose and place up there toward the
         wintry sky.

73   The sharp-hoofed moose of the north, the cat on the
         house-sill, the chickadee, the prairie-dog,
The litter of the grunting sow as they tug at her
         teats,
The brood of the turkey-hen, and she with her half-
         spread wings,
I see in them and myself the same old law.

74   The press of my foot to the earth springs a hundred
         affections,
They scorn the best I can do to relate them.

75   I am enamoured of growing outdoors.
Of men that live among cattle, or taste of the ocean
         or woods,

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