| SCENTED herbage of my breast, |
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Leaves from you I yield, I write, to be perused best
afterwards, |
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Tomb-leaves, body-leaves, growing up above me, above
death, |
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Perennial roots, tall leaves—O the winter shall not
freeze you, delicate leaves, |
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Every year shall you bloom again—Out from where
you retired, you shall emerge again; |
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O I do not know whether many, passing by, will dis-
cover you, or inhale your faint odor—but I believe a few will; |
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O slender leaves! O blossoms of my blood! I permit
you to tell, in your own way, of the heart that is under you, |
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O burning and throbbing—surely all will one day be
accomplished; |
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O I do not know what you mean, there underneath
yourselves—you are not happiness, |
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You are often more bitter than I can bear—you burn
and sting me, |
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Yet you are very beautiful to me, you faint-tinged
roots—you make me think of Death, |
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Death is beautiful from you—(what indeed is beau-
tiful, except Death and Love?) |
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O I think it is not for life I am chanting here my
chant of lovers—I think it must be for Death, |
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For how calm, how solemn it grows, to ascend to the
atmosphere of lovers, |
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Death or life I am then indifferent—my Soul de-
clines to prefer, |
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I am not sure but the high Soul of lovers welcomes
death most; |
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Indeed, O Death, I think now these leaves mean pre-
cisely the same as you mean; |
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Grow up taller, sweet leaves, that I may see! Grow
up out of my breast! |
| Spring away from the concealed heart there! |
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Do not fold yourselves so in your pink-tinged roots,
timid leaves! |
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Do not remain down there so ashamed, herbage of my
breast! |
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Come, I am determined to unbare this broad breast of
mine—I have long enough stifled and choked; |
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Emblematic and capricious blades, I leave you—now
you serve me not, |
| Away! I will say what I have to say, by itself, |
| I will escape from the sham that was proposed to me, |
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I will sound myself and comrades only—I will never
again utter a call, only their call, |
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I will raise, with it, immortal reverberations through
The States, |
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I will give an example to lovers, to take permanent
shape and will through The States; |
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Through me shall the words be said to make death
exhilarating, |
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Give me your tone therefore, O Death, that I may
accord with it, |
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Give me yourself—for I see that you belong to me
now above all, and are folded together above all —you Love and Death are, |
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Nor will I allow you to balk me any more with what
I was calling life, |
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For now it is conveyed to me that you are the pur-
ports essential, |
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That you hide in these shifting forms of life, for
reasons—and that they are mainly for you, |
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That you, beyond them, come forth, to remain, the
real reality, |
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That behind the mask of materials you patiently
wait, no matter how long, |
| That you will one day, perhaps, take control of all, |
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That you will perhaps dissipate this entire show of
appearance, |
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That may be you are what it is all for—but it does
not last so very long, |
| But you will last very long. |