| 1 An old man bending, I come, among new faces, |
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Years looking backward, resuming, in answer to chil-
dren, |
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Come tell us old man, as from young men and maidens
that love me; |
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Years hence of these scenes, of these furious passions,
these chances, |
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Of unsurpass'd heroes, (was one side so brave? the
other was equally brave;) |
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Now be witness again—paint the mightiest armies of
earth; |
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Of those armies so rapid, so wondrous, what saw you to
tell us? |
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What stays with you latest and deepest? of curious
panics, |
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Of hard-fought engagements, or sieges tremendous,
what deepest remains? |
| 2 O maidens and young men I love, and that love me, |
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What you ask of my days, those the strangest and sud-
den your talking recals; |
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Soldier alert I arrive, after a long march, cover'd with
sweat and dust; |
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In the nick of time I come, plunge in the fight, loudly
shout in the rush of successful charge; |
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Enter the captur'd works . . . . yet lo! like a swift-
running river, they fade; |
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Pass and are gone, they fade—I dwell not on soldiers'
perils or soldiers' joys; |
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(Both I remember well—many the hardships, few the
joys, yet I was content.) |
| 3 But in silence, in dream's projections, |
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While the world of gain and appearance and mirth goes
on, |
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So soon what is over forgotten, and waves wash the
imprints off the sand, |
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In nature's reverie sad, with hinged knees returning, I
enter the doors—(while for you up there, |
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Whoever you are, follow me without noise, and be of
strong heart.) |
| 4 Bearing the bandages, water and sponge, |
| Straight and swift to my wounded I go, |
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Where they lie on the ground, after the battle brought
in; |
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Where their priceless blood reddens the grass, the
ground; |
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Or to the rows of the hospital tent, or under the roof'd
hospital; |
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To the long rows of cots, up and down, each side, I
return; |
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To each and all, one after another, I draw near—not
one do I miss; |
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An attendant follows, holding a tray—he carries a
refuse pail, |
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Soon to be fill'd with clotted rags and blood, emptied,
and fill'd again. |
| 5 I onward go, I stop, |
| With hinged knees and steady hand, to dress wounds; |
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I am firm with each—the pangs are sharp, yet unavoid-
able; |
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One turns to me his appealing eyes—(poor boy! I
never knew you, |
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Yet I think I could not refuse this moment to die for
you, if that would save you.) |
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On, on I go—(open, doors of time! open, hospital
doors!) |
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The crush'd head I dress, (poor crazed hand, tear not the
bandage away;) |
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The neck of the cavalry-man, with the bullet through
and through, I examine; |
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Hard the breathing rattles, quite glazed already the eye,
yet life struggles hard; |
| (Come, sweet death! be persuaded, O beautiful death! |
| In mercy come quickly.) |
| 7 From the stump of the arm, the amputated hand, |
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I undo the clotted lint, remove the slough, wash off the
matter and blood; |
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Back on his pillow the soldier bends, with curv'd neck,
and side-falling head; |
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His eyes are closed, his face is pale, he dares not look on
the bloody stump, |
| And has not yet looked on it. |
| 8 I dress a wound in the side, deep, deep; |
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But a day or two more—for see, the frame all wasted
and sinking, |
| And the yellow-blue countenance see. |
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I dress the perforated shoulder, the foot with the bul-
let wound, |
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Cleanse the one with a gnawing and putrid gangrene, so
sickening, so offensive, |
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While the attendant stands behind aside me, holding
the tray and pail. |
| 10 I am faithful, I do not give out; |
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The fractur'd thigh, the knee, the wound in the abdo-
men, |
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These and more I dress with impassive hand—(yet
deep in my breast a fire, a burning flame.) |
| 11 Thus in silence, in dream's projections, |
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Returning, resuming, I thread my way through the hos-
pitals; |
| The hurt and the wounded I pacify with soothing hand, |
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I sit by the restless all the dark night—some are so
young; |
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Some suffer so much—I recall the experience sweet
and sad; |
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(Many a soldier's loving arms about this neck have
cross'd and rested, |
| Many a soldier's kiss dwells on these bearded lips.) |