
| NOT heaving from my ribb'd breast only; |
| Not in sighs at night, in rage, dissatisfied with myself; |
| Not in those long-drawn, ill-supprest sighs; |
| Not in many an oath and promise broken; |
| Not in my wilful and savage soul's volition; |
| Not in the subtle nourishment of the air; |
| Not in this beating and pounding at my temples and wrists; |
| Not in the curious systole and diastole within, which will one day cease; |
| Not in many a hungry wish, told to the skies only; |
| Not in cries, laughter, defiances, thrown from me when alone, far in the wilds; |
| Not in husky pantings through clench'd teeth; |
| Not in sounded and resounded words—chattering words, echoes, dead words; |
| Not in the murmurs of my dreams while I sleep, |
| Nor the other murmurs of these incredible dreams of every day; |
| Nor in the limbs and senses of my body, that take you and dismiss you continually—Not there; |
| Not in any or all of them, O adhesiveness! O pulse of my life! |
| Need I that you exist and show yourself, any more than in these songs. |